Friday, November 19, 2010

Yeh Jo Teray Begear ........! - ADHOURA AKS ™ ادھورا عکس INCOMPLETE IMAGE

Bohaat Se Logon Ki Naazer Se Yeh Tehreer Guzrey Gi,
Har Koi Aapna Aapna Andaz se Sochey Ga Mehsoos Kery Ga,
Dard Mehsoos Kiya Jata Hai Nazaar Naeen Aata...! Ager Aata Hai Tu
Aankh Se Behnay Wala Aansoo....!
Zakmon Se Resney Wala Lahoo....!
Zubaan se Beyaan Honey Waley Ilfaaz....!

Phir B Bohaat Kuch Kehna Chahtey Hova B Hum Kuch B Naheen Keh Paatey, Ager Kuch Kehta B Hain Tu
Ya Hum Samjha Naheen Paatey Ya Koi Samajh hi Naheen Paata...!
Aasa Kyun Hota Hai?
Aaksaar Ya Kabhi Kabhi Hum ek Choti C Baat Ko La Ker K,
Zindagii Ko Bohat Hi Mushkeel Bana Latai Hin,
Aasa Kyun Ho jata hai?
Kabhi Hum....,
Or,
Kabhi Hammary Hum Se Bohat Dour Chalay Jatey Hain,
Chah Ker B Un Ko Qareeb Naheen Bulla Saktey,
Khud Tu Mehsoos Kearty Ek Umar Guzaar Jattii Hai Mager Hum Yeh Aahsaas Un Ko Dela Naheen Saktey,
Khud Ki Jhothii Aana Ko Hum TaQdeer Ka Khaal Kehtay Hain Or Kabhi Kisse Ki Majboorii Ko Na Samajhtey Hova Hum Uss Ko Be_Wafa B Keh Deaty Hain,

Lakh Bura Kaheen Bhala Kaheen Kuch B Kaheen Per Un K Bena Zindagii Bohat Hi Na Muqamaal C Lagtii Hai...!

Hum Jeet Ker B Haar Jatey Hain...,
Kabhi Khud Kabhi TaQdeer Se...,
OR Aapney Zameer Ki Addalat Mai Khud K Khelaf Honay Walli Bagawaat Mai Aapni Jhoot Ki Aana Ko Jab Umar Qaid Ki Saza Miltey Dakhtey Hain Tu .....!
Yadoon Ki Kalli Seyaah Khothree Mai Har Har Lamhey Roz Jeetay Or Martay Hova Waqaat Guzaarty ....,
Or Dunyaan K Samney Khud Ko Jhoth Mouth Ki Muskaan Mai Lepta Hova Rakhna Hi Muqdaar Baan Jaata Hai OR ....,
OR Kiya Kuch B Tu Naheen...,
"KUCH B NAHEEN"



Yeh Jo Teray Begear G Rahay Hain Hum
Aapna Zakamoun Ko See Rahay Hain Hum


Kassey Kahon K Tumhary Bena Ek Lamha B Bohaat Se Saloon Per Bhari Lagta Hai Phir B Sanseen Hain K Thamti Hi Naheen Dharkaan Hai K Rukti Hi Naheen Shaid Iss Leya K Har Saans Mai Har Dhadhkan Mai Tum Bassi Ho...!


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Tum Se Hai Meri Zindaganii - ADHOURA AKS ™ ادھورا عکس INCOMPLETE IMAGE

Yeh Sach Hai K Mujh Mai Voh Baat Naheen Jo Tujh Mai Hai,
Teri Aankhon Ki Zubaan,
Teri Dhadhkan Ki Pukkaar,
Teri Sansoon Ki Garmi,
Tera Hounton Ki Narmi,
Terii Zulfoon Ki Gehhri Seeyaah Raat,
Teri Aankhon Ki Barsaat,
Mai Ek Aawara Khyaal...! Jazboon Se Khelwaar Karna Wala Ek Gumrah Soch Ka Mailk,
Tumharey Sb Jazbay Mera Leya Ek Khwaab Thahray,
Chah Ker B Naheen Rook Sakta Khud Ko,
Or Jab Jab Mai Moudh Ker Dekhta Hun Tumhari Aankhon Ko Aapna Muntazeer Dakhta Hun,
Jin Aankhon Mai Mujh Ko Laa Ker Bohaat Se Khwaab Hain....!
Assa Kyun Hai?
Thaak Jao Gi,
Toot Jao Gi,
Bekhaar Jao Gi,
Chah Ker B Khud Ko Samaat Naheen Pao Gi....!
Tumhari Soch Jo Mujh Ko Faqaat Aak Waqti Oubaal Lagta Hai,
Na Tu Mera Dil Moom Ker Sakta Hai Or Wassy B Dil Will Kuch Naheen Hootta,
Just Aak Waqti Reshta Phir 2 Jism Bojh Baan Jatey Hain Ek Dojay K Leya,
Per Kuch Naheen Sb Kuch Bakaar Ki Baaten Hain....!
Mai Tumhary Qabeel Kabhi Tha Naheen Or Hota B Tu Kiya Ho Jaana Tha Assa Kassy Peyar,Muhabaat,Ishq Janoon etc... Yeh Badhi Badhi Bateen Mera Chottay Mind Mai Naheen Aati Hain...,
Per Aak Baat Kahon Tumharay Chahray K Noor Dakh Ker Aankhon Ki Kashish Dakh Ker Or Jiss Tarha Se Tum Haalat-e-Mutmaeena Mai Rehtti Ho Mai Dar Jaata Hun Or Mujh Ko Tum Or Tumhari Muhabbat Itni Aazeem Lagtti Hai K Mera Wajood-e-Fani mai Kap-kappi C Sheedh Jatti Hai, Mera Aapna Wajood K Battwaray Mera Samnay Hottay Hain Mera Zameer Khud Se Mera Saamnay Aa Jaata Hai Jo Meri Ghatteya Soch Or Mera Aander K Zehaar -o- Gallazaat Ko Mera Hi Chahra Per Malta Hai...!
Rooz Ek Nai Mout Marta B Hun Or Zinda B Hun Kiya Hun Mai???
Mai Samajhna Chahta Hun Dakhna B Chahta Hun, Per Mumken Naheen Shaaed Iss Leya k Mera Sabar Itna Mehdood Hai K Shuroo Hone Se Pehlay Hi Khtaam Ho Jata Hai,
Tera Wajood-e-Fanni Ki Khwahish Aab Naheen Teri Roh Mai Sama Jana Ki Soch Perwaan Chadhtii Hai Or Mai Jhtak Deata Hun K Yeh Sb Bachon Ki C Baat Hai,
Mera Chahnay Wala Ki Muqaam Per Hai Teri Chahaat K Mai Aapni Zaat Ko Leya Tamashah Aapni Hi Nazroon Mai Baanta Ja Rahaa Hun,
Mujh Per Taras Mera Ander Ka Insaan Hi Naheen Kha Raha Tu Koi Kyun Khaya Ga,
Kitna Aasan Tha Mera Leya Teri Masoom Muhabaat Ko Tamashaey Ki Nazaar Se Dakhna,
Teree Pakezaa Scoh Ko Aapni Gandhi Gateyaa Scoh K Sath Mellana
Hun Tu Insaan Hi.... Yeh B Tu Bardasht Naheen Hota K Koi Mujh Se Aaga Nekaal Jay Or Mai Pechay Reh Jaon...!
Kyun Mai Naheen Kuch B Assa Hona Doun Ga (Per Mera Aapna Bass Mai B Tu Kuch Naheen Hai)
Tujh Ko Teri Chahat Ko Yaqeen K Daaeray Mai Laon Tu Khud Per Yaqeen Naheen Rehta...!
Kyun Hai Aasa Kyun Hai Tera Janoon Assa K Koi Naheen Tera Jassa Koi Naheen,
Kyun Hai Tujh Ko Mujh Se Itnii Muhabaat Or Mujh Ko Tu Kuch B Naheen Aata Na Pata Hai Or Teri Soorat, Terii Aankhen, Terii Bateen, Mera Hesaar Keya Rehttii Hain,
Mera Chehra Aab Tera Aks Banta Ja Raha Hai Tera Janoon Ki Inteha Mai Aager Mai Doob Geya Tu Yeh Chahaat Ki Gehraii Ho Gi Ya kuch Or...!
Aager Kuch Or B Hova Tu Kiya Koi Nai Baat Hi Ho Gi....!
Aakser Mera Gird Ek Aawaz Aati Hai, Pegaam Laati Hai Mujhy Sattati Hai, K Tu Nai Mujh Ko Yaad Keya Hai....!


Raaz Ko Raaz Hi Rehna Do Goh K Yeh Sach Hai K Tera Ishq Mai Aab Mai Mai Naheen Teri Chahaat K Tarasha Hova Voh Bout Hun K Jiss Ki Aankhen Aab Purnam Rehtti Hain,
Jiss Ko Teri Khwahish Iss Tarha Se Hai K Ager Tu Naheen Hai Tu Phir Mai B Meet Jaon,
Aajab Aajab Khawaheshahat Pada Honney Laggi Hain Or Mai Chup Chaap Aapni Soch, Feqaar, Taalb-e-Mukhtasaar, se La Tamaam Tak Ka Safar Karna Nekaal Padha Hun,
Tera Ishq Mai Tera Janoon Mai Tera Leya .....!
Kis Muqaam Per Laa Aai Hai Chahat K Tujh Ko Paa Lana Ki Khwahish Nai Iss Tarha Se Daam Toudh Deya k Yeh Kafi Naheen K Mai Tera Ho Geya Hun... Tera Janoon Nai Mujh Ko Woh Rang Deya Hai K Jo Dakhaa Kahaa Dewaana Tu Yeh Aahsaas Hona Ko Aata Hai K Koi Tujh Se Mansoob Karna Ko Hai Tera Kehna Ko Hai,
Haan Mai Tasleem Karta Hun K Teri Muhabaat Ki Pakeezgii
Terii Soch, Feqqar, Tera Dakhna, Tera Bolna, Mera Leya Assa Hai K Jassey Mera Lafz Teri Zubaan Bollen, Meri Aankhen Tera Deya Hova Manzaar Dakheen, Dil Mera Per Dhadhkan Teri Ho Soch Meri Or Khayaal Tera Hun.....,
Doob Geya Hun Mai

Haan Mai ALLAH PAK Ki Zaat-e-Kareem Ko Hazzero Nazeer Jaan Ker Kehta Houn,



"Tum Se Hai Meri Zindaganii,"






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Chup Rahoun..... Ya, Kahoon? - ADHOURA AKS ™ ادھورا عکس INCOMPLETE IMAGE

Mai Rastey Se Bhtka Hova Ek Assa Insaan K Jo Shuker K Sath Sath Tera Zekkar B Bhoolta Ja Raha Hai....!
Ek Taraf Yeh Teh Tahhra Hai K Teri Taraf Hi Lout Ker Aana Hai Or Dosri Taraf Teri Makhlooq Ka Peyar....!
Ek Taraf Sb Kuch Fannii Thahra Or Dosri Taraf Isse Faani Na Faana Ker Deya Mera Sb Jazboon Ko Un Ki Haqeeqat Ko...!
Tujh Ko Choor Ker Kise Taraf Ja Naheen Sakta Kise Or Ko Dil Ka Haal Suna Naheen Sakta Majboor Hon Lachaar Hun Per Tera Shuker Guzaar Hi Rahna Chahta Hun...!
Mujh Mai Woh Baat Naheen K Un Jassa Ho Jaon Jo Tera Khass Banday Hain...!
Per Tujh Mai Yeh Baat Hai K Tu Mujh Jassay Gunagaaron Ko B Aapni Bargah Mai Hazzri Ka Sharaf Bakash Sakta Hai...!
Mera Gunah Meri Soch Mer Har Aamal Mera Sb Kuch Teri Rehmaat Ka Mamollii Se Mamollii Zara K Aaga Itna Chootey Hain Jassa Samunder Mai Barish Ki Pehlli Phoowaar ki Ek Bound....!
Meraa Aander Assa Kuch B Naheen K Koi Mujh Ko Passand Karray Meri Baat Sunnay Per Baat Tu Phir Teri Rehmaat Per Hi Aa ker Rouk Jaatii Hai Jiss K Sahaary Mai Chalta Phirta Nazaar Aa Raha Houn....,
Tujh Se Mang B Raha Hun Teri Aata Mai B hun Lakeen Woh Laffz Kahaan Se La Ker Aaon Jo Teri Shaan Beyaan Ker Paeen Tera Shuker Ada Kerna K Leya Jo Meri Zubaan Se Nekalta Hi Raheen...
Mai Aapna Sajdoon Ko B Aab Iss Qabeel Naheen Samajhta Yeh Kassi Tarap Lagga Di Hai K Jism Kiya Room Room Mai Kai Assi Lehreen outhtii Hain K Na Kaabella Beyaan Hain Belkul Aasa Hi Jassy K Mai Tera Dar Per Tera Gher Per Dastak Daata Hun Kehta Hun Nazaar-e-Karam Kar Mera Malik .....
Mai b Na Shukroon Mai Se Na Ho Jaoon Mujh Ko Apna Rasstay Mai Qabool Farma Tu Qadeer-e-Mutliq Hai....,

Or Mai Bhatka hova Ek Insaan....,
Jassay B Ker Lain Jassay B Soch Lain Teri Rehmaat Hi Zeyada Hai, Teray Toba K Darwazeh Hi Bulanda Or Wassi Hain....,
Meri Jhooli Mai Mera Peyaar Daal Dai Aata Ker Dai Mera Malik Teri Zaat Hai Mai Hun Or Meri Zubaan Per Swaal Kyun K Teri Zaat k Elava Koi B Meri Hajjat Porii Naheen Ker Sakta...!
Mai Tujh Se Kiya Chupaon Aapna La-lach Or Uss Mai Makkari Ka Jo Ek Chahra Aander Hai Tu Saaf Saaf Dakh Raha Hai... Mera Ander B Bahir B Zaheer B BAteen B, Phir B Tujh Se Hi Mangoon Ga Mera Malik Tujh Se hi...,
Yeh Jo Khud Se Jura Hova Mukhtasaar Se Reshtay Hain Mai Manta Hun Sb Aarzi Hain Per Yeh B Sach Hai K In Mai Peyaar Kitna Hai...!
Yeh B Sach Hai K Ek Ek Kar K Jassay Darakhton K Pattay Gir Jattay Hai Hum B Naheen Raheen Ga Rahay Gi Tu Teri Zaat...!
Or Dossri Taraf Yeh Jo Dolaat Se Zindageya Peyar Khareda Ja Rahay Hain...???
Dollat Nai Zaat Paat Din Mazhaab her Cheez per Galba Pa LeYa Hai Kamzoor Dakhta hi Dakhta itna kamzoor ho geya Hai k Aab Ager Woh Tujh ko B Pukarta Hai Tu Aawaz Uss K Sawalaat Se Hi Takra Jaatti Hai...!
Maaen Aapna Bachon Ko Dodh Wali Chaatii naheen Da Pa Raheen Or Dossri Taraf Dodh Peyar Sb Kuch Itna Zeyada Hai K Mai Thaak Jaon Ga ....!
Sardi Se Thaatharta Hova Jism B HAi Or Garam Poshaaq Mai Dunyan Aash-o-Ishraat K Maza Mai B Hai....!
Teri Zaat-e-Kareem Ko Koi Naheen Samajh Sakta Hai Teri Baant Hai Goh K Yeh B Sach Hai K Jis K Pass Jitna B Hai Uss Se Outna Ka Hesaab Leya Jayaa Ga ...!
Per Mera Aansoo B Tu Hain Na Mera Malik Jo Teri Rehmatoon k Muntazeer Hain Mera Malik Nazaar-e-Karam Ki Bheek Aata Ker ....!

Koi Kiya Scohay Ga Kiyua Naheen Kiya Samjha GA Kiya Naheen sb Bateen Kartay Hain Koi Kise K Sir Tu Naheen Dhaanpta Per Sir Se Paoon Tak Kise Ki Izaat Ko Iss Tarha Se Zaroor Dakh Laatay Hain k Jassa Iss Ko Noch Ker Khaa Jaeen Ga Goh K Gher Mai Sb Ki Mother Sis Moujood Hotti Hai....!
Iss Muashray Ka Mai B Bhaareya Na Baan Jaoon Mujh Ko Apni Rehmatoon Mai Chupa La Mera Malik Yeh Sb Kuch Meri Soch Feqar Se Naheen Mil Rahaa Hai Yeh Sb Kia Hai ...!
Mai Lamha Lamha Marta B Hun OR Phir B Teri Ata Ki Hai Azeem Muhabaat Jo Iss Fani Dunyaan Mai Mera Azeem Sathi Hai Or Aakherat Mai B Mai Tujh Se Ussi Ka SAth Mangoon Ga Chaoon GA...!
Aager Teri Dunyaan Ko Dakhta Hun Tu Ek Taraf Peyar Hi Peyar Hai Per Hum Nai FAsaad Iss TArha Se Phaala Deya k Sb Kuch Badalta Hi Ja RAhaa Hai...!Sb Kuch Mera Ekhteyar Mai Tu Sirf Apna Shuker Ada Karna Da Daa Mai Or Kluch Naheen Chahta Mera Masoom Sathi B Mujh Se Rezq-e-Halaal Ki Baat Karta Hai Mai Tujh Se Yahi Sb Kuch Keh Raha Hun K BAcha Laa Bathakna Meri Insaan Hona K Nata Fettarat Tehri Or Muaf Karna Teri Shaan ...., Aapni Shaan-e-Lazawaal K Sadqay Mai Hi Nawaaz Dai Hum Ko Malik ...!
Hum Ko Tu Tujh Se Maangna B Naheen Aata Teri Rehmatoon Ko Sochna B Naheen Aata...!
Kaheen Aapni Zaat Se Ki Galteyon Ki Paker Mai Haan!
Kaheen Apni Zubaan Ki Paker Mai Haan!
Kaheen Aapna Karda Gunahoon Ki Daldal Main Dhansta Cahala Ja Rahaay Hain!


Mera Malik Muaf Ker Da Muaf Ker Da Muaf Ker Da....!


Aameen -Sum- Aameen,





ADHOURA AKS ™ ادھورا عکس INCOMPLETE IMAGE